Coding make me X.x

I am kinda desperate now, why?..
I bought a domain last week, because i just want to build my own portfolio site.
But i have realized that i have 0 knowledge about coding =_=, ssh..
I have been trying to build my site, look at tutorials, look at some freetemplate codes, trying to figure out little by little, but its still confusing me,..
So i decided to just use wordpress since its kinda easy to manage..
and i just finished doing the layout, it is so messy, but ill fix that the other day..
I still got much assignments to do..
oh GOD..lots of works this semester..patience is all i need..gotta get rid of my lazyness =_=..
*smile*